stephanie is: 
tired…
So very tired… I am taking Advil for girlie pains and it makes me super tired.
I’ve been busy busy busy as usual. I will be going to the club on Saturday night for their Halloween celebration. I am still working on my mermaid costume. The skirt is sewn, but I have to finish hand-sewing all the sequins and beads. I feel like I’ve been designing/sewing a bad prom dress from 1987. It is a little homemade-looking, but I am proud of it nonetheless. I think it will be plenty obvious what I am dressed as. The bikini top is half-done. And, I still need to work on jewelry and hair ornaments. Not enough time! I am still working out how I am getting to the club, as two of my usual ride buddies are going to parties before the club. I should be able to figure something out.
Danny seems to think this is a normal thing, but I think I am just a freak… When I eat any sort of bread product, if I don’t take a drink of fluids every couple of bites then I get a single, painful hiccup-like thing. Like my whole ribcage was just smashed like a fly between two giant hands. Every single time. So odd.
I’ve had so much on my mind lately. I often find myself wishing I had a close friend I can just core-dump on. I miss those times in high school when I’d be on the phone with my friends for hours. Sometimes it is just really difficult to process everything that is going on in you life on your own. But I wonder if I did get close enough to someone, would I really open up that much? While I always feel comfortable talking to people about just about any subject, I’m not one to just up and pour my heart out. Hrm.
Happy birthday to all you crazy kids who have fall birthdays! There are so many of you! Feel free to redeem your birthday hug from me when you see me next.
If you were a mermaid, ow would you do your make up? Do mermaids use body glitter? If so, I need to hit the costume shop…