stephanie is: blargh…
i’m having a miserable day. i’ve spent it curled up in bed, crying on and off cause my medicine doesn’t want to work at all. danny made me a mug of veggie broth soup, which is about as close to eating as i’ve gotten today. can we just fast forward a week? or even a few years? really, i don’t care. i just don’t want it to be today anymore.
I know you dont want to hear this…but….
Its not going to be like this always even if it seems like it. It will get better…I swear!…Its ok to wish your life to fast forward a few weeks…Its NOT ok to want it to fast forward a few years…You have a long and good life ahead of you and your hubby…I know your moody because of your period and not feeling well…I know what its like to not have money for presents to buy for friends and family too…Ive been there…thats not what really matters…What matters is you have your health(even though you got your period) and your hubby’s ok and he loves you…your dad seems to be doing ok…I like his mustache better now…I never liked Handle bar’s and they love you along with your friends and so do I…and you dont even know me! I think its a good night for you to watch…”Its a wonderful Life”…after everything that has happened this year to sooo many people I think it would help if we “tried” to focus a little on whats good in our life. Please dont take what ive written here as Preaching or Standing up on my soapbox…iam not really…Iam just a online friend who’s been there(except I never had a period)…I still wish for you and your hubby all the very best and a Merry Christmas too…:o)