stephanie is: 
sad…
i just got really sad about christmas (or the lack there of). i feel like taking down the christmas tree this week since i can’t find our main box of ornaments and we don’t have anything to put under it anyway. i was going to try to paint little nicknacks for family and friends but i don’t have time to do that so i’m just giving up. i do have to do some christmas cards – at least enough fot the business ones danny wants to send. and i guess that is it. i am sad that i can’t buy anyone anything, and that i don’t have enough time left to make stuff they’d like. hopefully we will get to do dinner with dan’s brother for christmas since he is moving to california at the begining of january.
i’ve got to get more work done today. tomorrow and wednesday i commute in to d.c. to work. being sad is making me very tired. i just want to hide under the covers and not come out.
don’t feel so bad, punq….everyone has their off-years….i was the same way last year when i was trying to find steady work and i couldn’t splurge for gifts, and was so sad that the folks could get me stuff and i couldn’t return the sentiment.
*bug hug* 🙂
Oh well…a billion other people are having low-key christmases this year as well. Think of all the good christmases you’ve had. It’s ok to skip one. Maybe you can pretend the chinese new year is christmas or something 🙂