stephanie is: kinda upset... kinda upset…

i am just gonna go to bed. i feel like crying and i don’t know why (nope not girl reasons). i have been down all day and trying to ignore it. sorry about no show – i will reschedule it for a better day – maybe thursday. it is just too much effort to carry the puter around giving the tour to only 3 people when i am so tired and sad.

i finished the laundry. the last load (towels) are in the dryer. i washed a pair of khakis that i am in love wth and now they have orange spots all over for no reason. i guess they are ruined. i think i’ve done 6 loads of laundry today.

ugh. i don’t know why i feel so sad. i just want to cry…

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  1. *erf*

    i’ve done the same thing, without realizing why. it’ll breeze past. and lotsa people love your shows, steph, we just have busy-ness to attend to =p ^_~.

    get well soon, sweetie. *hugs*

  2. awww. the best thing to drag yourself out of a funk: distraction distraction distraction. stop cleaning the house and go window shopping or something! =) buy a flower just because you want to. slack purposefully. walk the dog! pet a kitty! do something you’ve never done before. i know it sounds hokey, but once the bed sucks you in, it’s sooo hard to get out of it again.

  3. the spots might be from rust in your washer or dryer. that happems to me sometimes but you just clean it and it goes away. about the sadness, just remember all the stuff that you are thankful for (having all working limbs, your sight, your family, your posessions…)remembering how lucky i am always helps me put things into perspective. but sometimes you just need to cry.

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