stephanie is: 
chilled.
i am up. i got 7.5 hours of sleep but right now it feels like only 2 since i am not quite awake. danny never got up last night – he just got under the covers at some point in the night.
danny’s work told him on wednesday that he has to fly to georga thrusday night through friday night for training. well it is thrursday morning and he hasn’t heard any confirmaion or travel plans or anything… i wonder if he is still going. i wonder if i will see him tonight?
i am feeling sad cause all my closest friends are on the other side of the country. i can’t visit them in person and i can’t chat with them cause they usually don’t get up till i am already at work. i miss them! i wish i had closer friends here. especially girl friends. all my friends are guys…
um dan read his email and he now knows he is going, but he doesn’t know anything else. i may need to leave work early to see him off…
It will be okay. We all love you. I know what you mean about missing your friends. I have been working graveyards for a month now and I don’t ever see anybody anymore.
A month? A month. A month of Graveyard.
You haven’t even got started.
I been working nights for 9 years!
🙂
Send me an email in nine years.
Tell me what it is like working nights then..
Re: 9 years?
I would hope after that long I would know afew other nocturns to socialize with. Or is it required to be a loner, lurking in corners, perhaps with a little skulking ?
Re: 9 years?
Yea all my friends are night people.
People look at us strange when stop and get a 12 pack of beer at 8:30 am.
I try having day friends but they really don’t understand that I need sleep just like they do.
Re: 9 years?
Know any bars open before 10:00am? hehe. My roomates look at me weird when I have beer while they are having breakfast. I need to get better blinds on the windows, I keep waking up at like 2:00 thinking it is time to go to work. Then my body wants to go be outside because it is sunny. I enjoyed the dark and stormy days lately because they induced a coma like sleep of the dead.
aww…
Hello Steph,
I really can relate to this.
Through my last relationship (long story), which lasted 4 years, I “lost” all my girlfriends. They could not deal with me having someone more important in my life and that I wanted to spend time with him. Mostly they were jealous and wanted me to be there only for them as it was when we were little. I made the mistake of spending to much time with my b/f also tho. Now the reationship is over and I am together with Dan now – but the only friends I have these days are his friends or guys… The girlfirend I have left from my past is also very busy and it?s hard to see each other since we have very different lives and views by now. :/
I really try to find a nice girlfriend to do girlfriend thigs with (shopping, chat, watching movies, etc)… but it seems to get harder the older I get. I dunno why most girls seem to already have enough friends or something… 🙁
I think I will beg santa fo a girlfriend for christmas. 😉
Aww- anyway enough rambling done for today…
Love,
Moonsis
Re: aww…
yea thats how i feel… and i’m no good at making friends except online. none of my nline friends end up being from around here… bah!
girlfriends
I am begging santa for a girlfriend too.
Stephanie
Stephanie, cheer up. You have so many people wishing you well and you have a guy that loves you, that you love back. I lived for three years 3000 miles away from everyone I knew and loved. It just makes it that much more special when you can see them and talk to them. That first holiday season completely alone really sucked. But now I really know how special my family is.
strange
that’s strange though..
I meet so many poeple online, and usually we meet in person. Most people I meet, strangly enough, are in the Wash. DC area! But I’m the same as far as gender, I lave a thousand female friends but really no men friends near me. In fact, my best friend is a woman, and she just comes over and walks in my house like it was her’s! lol, (She’s probably reading this, as she’s the one that told me about stv.com).
Don’t give up Steph, you’ll meet some actual non-cyber female friends. I mean, heck you are the most popular female in all of LJ. In person, you’ll probably wind up as the first female President!
Goodness… i know exactly where you’re coming from 🙂 I moved up to Connecticut 2 years ago from florida to be with muh Bryan, and in search of a life change. But now, I really realize now how much i took my friends for granted.
I mean, just them being there. Most of the people i’ve met up here have been through Bry, and most of them have been boys or already have their group of friends that have been together since high school..
I miss all of muh girlie friends. It makes me really sad. Because I just haven’t been able to meet anyone up here… *sigh – sigh – mope – mope*
And all the peoples i work with are a lot older than I am. (I work in the audio visual dept of Hartford Hospital.)
I’m in the mood for a girlie party… Or some to go play at the mall with me.
WooHoo!
heheh…
me too!
i’m horrible at making friends in person..i wish i had any friends (guys or girlies) closer to me..although it makes the friendships i do have more important to me..i get so excited when i actuallie meet someone since i am not used to it 🙂
Know where your coming from. After spending 6 years living in Philadelphia, I got an opportunity and took it, moved away from everything and eveyone I was friends with, expecting to move back shortly. Here it is now and instead of moving back closer, I am moving further. I get to see my friends about once a year. I recently went to see my best friend because she had a baby and I spent 5 hours driving there for an hour visit and then 5 hours back.