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not a good night of sleep at all. i couldn’t get to sleep until well after 2am – the migraine was still holding on. it is still here a bit. after i fell asleep i had terrible nightmares. i woke up at 4:30am soaked with sweat. the dreams was about a gang of people that kept breaking into our apartment (which was magically on the first floor of a city street in the dream). we would lock all the windows and doors but as soon as dan let me and went to work the would start breaking in. they would be halfway in the window – moving forward, oblivious like zombies, as i screamed and tried to push them back out and lock the windows again. sometimes they would sent little mutant ferret-like animals in to terrorize me. the dream went on for a couple weeks. it was so frightening. i would have the whole place sealed shut and then look up to see all the blinds, windows, doors, and screens wide open and dozens of zombie-like people on thier way in. it was so awful i remember all the details. it was like i was really there. i would pick up the mutant animal things to throw them out the door and the would be biting at me the whole way. the people were all about my age, boys and girls – all dressed in preppy gap clothes. that was the only slightly amusing part of it. anyway i woke up soaked in sweat and my tummie wound up in a knot. i had to go to the bathroom and be sick. dan had been taking over the whole bed the whole night and when i came back his top half was directly in the middle and his bottom half was on my side. i didn’t want to get in the damp sheets anyway, so i just chowered and dressed. i guess i will go in to work early. i am actually not that sleepy since i woke up so scared. i’m sure it won’t take long for me to feel the effects of 2 hours of sleep and a leftover migraine.

the sun is starting to come up.