i am starting to feel better. i took a hot shower that got my snot cleared up and the meds are helping my sinus headache. the only problem is that they make my heart race and that feels icky. it makes me feel like i can’t breathe wll even though i can. i won’t why it feels like that. i am just happy that my allergies are starting to subside. all that icky mold after a long rainy day really knocks me out. thankyou april joy for sending me a get well email 🙂 the only other email i got about it was my dad saying if i ate more and gained weight i wouldn’t get sick so much. grr that has nothing to do with my allergies. oop- he called while i was writing that. sometimes i feel like i get more abuse over being a thin person than if i were fat. i eat lots of little meals all day – as much as i want. some days i am super hungry all day and just eat and eat. that’s when i say my tapeworm (henry the tapeworm) woke up, hehe. the more i eat, the faster my metabolism goes and i end up pooing more. my body seems to enjoy this size and i am comfortable in my skin, so who cares? i have made i big effort to eat a lot of protein in the past 6 months and have been so much helther from it. dan caught a bad cold recently and i actually didn’t get it! enough about that. i am reading about the concord crash… planes are so scarey… |
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i am liek you too, eating little meals all day and staying very thin. i hate it how people always say “oh, you’re so thin, i want to be like you, i’m so fat” and make me feel guilty for being how i am naturally.
I think you are beautiful just the way you are 🙂
If you are healthy and feel good being “thin” then that is all that matters. It would be different if you were anorexic and purposely starving yourself.. but I doubt that is the case 🙂
I hate the way society thinks everyone should be a certain size.. look a certain way.. Fuck them. I am a chunky girl.. and the only reason I am working outand trying to get in shape is for me. Thats the way it should be! As long as we are happy with ourselves.. the hell with anyone else. Hehehe.. damn I sound bitter or something.
amen!
i agree — people should leave others alone. there is this hang-up about size in our society and it makes me sick. it’s like people assume that because one is either underweight or overweight that they are automatically unhealthy. not true. i am a little bigger than i should be and i have never had any serious health problems. also, i know plenty of “average sized” people who are not exactly healthy themselves. if you ask me, this society needs a big dose of self-love and tolerance.
good to hear you are feeling a little better! 🙂 i have been headachey for the last few days because of something in the air around here. this is the rural part of the state, so i think my aches may have something to do with the dust from the fields around here. yucky.
i am watching the concorde coverage on cnn — it’s so sad. 🙁
I hear you on that front Stephanie! People say the same stuff to me about being skinny. What people do not realize is that making fun of someone for being skinny is just as bad as teasing someone because they are fat!! People constantly say the same thing to me “If you weighed more and ate more meat, you wouldn’t get sick so much!” well, as far as i can tell being FAT does not make you healthier. You look like the bomb the way you are and everyone else is just jealous! Stay Skinny!!!