sad

i am pretty miserable. apparently, bell satanic did not bother to show up. so now it is saturday and we will probably be out of a connection the whole weekend. the email server will be down so long that email people sent me will start to bounce back to them. the isp feels bad and offered us a free dialup, but what good does that do? we already have dialups available. but that won’t help our servers.

i am in a ton of pain. my period hit me hard. by the time i left work, i could hardly talk or stand because of the pain. i had a hard time driving home. i think i lost half my uterus when i got home. i got in bed and have had to stay there all night. if i even sit up for a few minutes (like now) the pain comes back like i am being snapped in two and lit on fire.

dan is on call and was just on the phone with work for 5 hours helping them solve some firewall issue. he is cranky now and went to get stuff at 7-11. he had asked me to go to ihop with him but i can’t stand the pain for that long. ow ow ow ow ow.

sigh. this has been such a terrible week. i just want to be online again. what did i do to deserve all this at once???

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  1. .

    hi steph. sorry to hear that you have had such a bad week ๐Ÿ™ there are many of us out here, willing to do whatever we can to help you in any way we can. i hope you feel better soon. we understand your ‘technical problems’, so don’t worry too much about that, and just take care of *yourself*. feel better soon!

  2. Sends a hug.

    Have been cursing Bell Satanic … but with those guys *nothin* helps. They even threatened us that if we didn’t stay with their overpriced phone service, they wouldn’t give us support on our frame relay (like they were much help anyways). JERKS!!!!!!!!

    Plus I an having STV withdrawals .. ;o(

    Hopes that you feel better over the weekend and that you recover to perfect wellness in time for your B-day!!!!

  3. *hugs*

    You didn’t do anything to deserve this, Steph.
    Sometimes bad things happen to good people.
    Just remember we’re all thinking of you and sending happy thoughts.
    I hope you’re feeling better real soon:)

  4. Hugz to you Stephanie!!!!!!!!!!

    You didn’t do anything wrong, but you know that life isn’t always fair. As bad as it is for you this weekend, just remember that there are other people out there that are having terrible things happen to them too.

    Hope things get better soon, first with your health, then with computer (which I’m sure affects your health from the stress you are going through).

    Sure we miss you, but we’ll be here for you always. By the time your Birthday gets here, everything should be okay. ๐Ÿ™‚

    Take Care,
    Dennis

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