stephanie is: 
ugh…
i am not sure what is going on with my body right now…
last night at 2am i woke up freezing cold. so cold my teeth were chattering, nails were blue, chill bumps all over. i was all confused and disoriented. i got my warmest polar fleece pajamas out huddled in them under my electric blanket on high. i thought maybe it was because i had a fever. i only have a weird ear thermometer i got as a gift a few years ago, so i tried that. it kept giving me errors and when it did give me a number it said my temp was 96°… hm. i was awake in bed shivering until 4am when i was suddenly drenched in sweat and hot, so i striped down again and finally got a little sleep.
this morning i got up at 8am to do some yard work before it got too hot out. my vision kept blacking out every time i stood up and my body felt really weak. after digging up a bunch of rocks and weeds as big as i am, i had to give up (plus i came to a patch that was swarming with ants and grubs, ew). i took my temp again before i showered and it still said 96° (even though i had just been over heating in the sun for an hour).
after i showered, i sat down to do web work. i had a site i had to migrate all the content from old design to new, and a bunch of web things for work work. my friday contractor called and gave me an additional site to do the template and content for. and danny needed my help with some car registration things. i could barley focus my mind on one of those tasks let alone all… i plugged away for a few hours before feeling really cold and awful again and needing to go lay down. i ended up napping 3 hours.
i tried the thermometer one last time a few minutes ago and it actually said 101° – at this point i don’t think it is very trustworthy. i am thinking i need to get one of those digital mouth ones from the drugstore before i believe anything. i definitely feel feverish though. i am freezing and tingly and hot all at once.
i am trying to work again right now, but just typing feels like such a huge workout. i need to email my clients and tell them i am spreading the work out over the weekend as well since i feel so lousy. i hate when i feel sick because i feel like danny resents me when i do. whiney stephanie are not fun to be around i guess, so i am trying to get my whining out here. besides feeling feverish, i occasionally have a stab of pain in my throat and right ear, but i really have no clue what is going on…
on the stvlive.com side of things. i really appreciate all the feedback and comments you all have given me over the past week. there have been some good ideas… i’ll be thinking and planning more about it before i decide.
i need a hug… someone come cuddled with me… i’ll be the one shivering under the covers.