stephanie is: 
tired…
i tried to get my usual 4 hours of sleep last night (of course i’d rather get more, but there are only so many hours per day…) but i kept waking up with nightmares and worry dreams. i couldn’t tell if danny had gotten home and he had never replied to my “i miss you” text message earlier that evening. i was waking up every 10 minutes between 3am and 4am – mostly to bad dreams that danny hated me, wanted to sleep separate from me, or was in a horrible accident dead in a ditch somewhere… at 4:10am i messaged him to ask if he is okay because i couldn’t tell if he was home from in bed. he came upstairs and said hello. he had been watching a movie downstairs. he got in bed a half hour before my alarm went off (at 5:30am) and i really didn’t get much more sleep.
i’ve made it through 4 of my 6 work days this week. my reward will be that i only work 4 days next week. i’m not sure i’m going to make it – the dogs have been terrors lately. i am scheduled to be in the lounge finally tomorrow, so long as no one calls in due to snow. with my luck…,
we are hiring doggy daycare staff for the morning shift. everyone who loves doggies should apply! just contact me and i can point you in the right direction…
so, who wants to take me out to dinner? i am sad and lonely from eating alone every night. and i am getting rather sick of instant/frozen meals-for-one. save me!