stephanie is: 
without words…
i just pray that she was not suffering. for the past year i have had to clean messes off her bottom, only to have them come back within a week. she has been to the vet at least 4 times for it and i’d tried medicines, supplements, and a newer hutch with a different floor. i was back to just cleaning her regularly (which she hated, of course… who would like that) but i guess it just wasn’t enough. i am shaking and feel so numb. i have to go take care of her body so i can take her to be cremated after work. i don’t know if i can do it… i may have to ask danny to. i don’t think i’d even be able to talk once i got there.
and for the first time, i am grateful my two bunnies never bonded, because the loss would be even more devastating to mini if they shared a hutch and a bond.