stephanie is: 
groggy…
so tired. insomnia been getting worse and worse this week. i am losing all ability to think. i only slept 1 hour this time. i feel like crying but i don’t have enough energy. i have slept about 12 hours in the last 100+. sleeping during the day isn’t working. sleeping at night isn’t working. taking medicines with sleep stuff in them doesn’t work. being up 28 hours straight didn’t work.
this time i was so comfy… moved the camera so i could be comfy without clothes. fell asleep as soon as a tried. and was woken one hour later by india crying and crying under the bed. took me a half hour and two trips under the bed to rub her nose and cheer her up before she stopped. i couldn’t get back to sleep after the.
i wanted to say a few thank yous. thank you to gik for the books you sent me from my amazon list… your blanket is half done! thank you muttly for buying me one of my stv shirts for my birthday… i will be posting pictures of me in it soon. and thank you to the person who gave me $10 towards my birthday trip. i don’t know if they’d want to be mentioned so i thanked them in private.