stephanie is: 
tired but awake…
last time i switched from night to day schedule was a lot easier. but i get regualar bouts of insomnia and this time happened to fall into one. after gatting only 2 hours of sleep i made it though most of the day untill i crashed at 9pm. at 2am i was suddenly wide awake and could not get back to sleep. i made myself stay in bed till 4:30am so that at least i was getting some rest. i think it is just hard to sleep without danny (he is at work tonight and tomorrow night).
so i am up. i need to put together things to bring to the photo shoot, though i don’t really have anything new since last time. i need to shower and paint my toenails. my rash/reaction to the nair seems a lot better. my legs weren’t too bad – just painful with a lot of redness, but halfway through the night they get almost completely better. my bikini area (the side areas that would stick out of a small bikini) was very bad when the reaction first appeared… looked like bad road rash or something. i practically bathed in (fake) neosporin yesterday. now it just looks like someone stabbed me 100 times with a needle and left little pin pricks. such a lovely picture, i know. but if you knew how slow my poor sensative skin is to heal and get over rashes, you’d know this much improvement is a minor miracle. still will need to be covered in the shoot today, as i am not fond of the idea of putting makeup on skin that needs to heal. we’ll see how it is after i fully wake up and shower.
as i will be amongst (is that a word?) kind friends who are willing to give me rides, i shall we attending a party in my old apartment complex back in alexandria. perhaps i should go do some baking to bring along… brownie bites or cookies… hm.
i have SPARKLERS. fear me!