stephanie is: 
groggy…
i had a tough time sleeping. but not from insomnia. inda was sleeping in danny’s spot, danny was sleeping in my spot, and i was hanging off the edge of the bed. i was all stuffed up from skipping allergy meds (they dry my whole body out if i take them every night). i had bad dreams and woke up in the middle of a migrane. i stayed in bed till my vision cleared enough for me to shower. but i think maybe it was forshadowing…
i got an email this evening saying i didn’t get the job. it was kind of them to let me know. and honestly, i am not surprised. if anyone interviewed with magazine experience, they would get it. same old cycle – not enough experience to get the job – can’t get experience without the job. back to looking and feeling inadequate.
my birthday is in less than a month. no plans though. i’ve been humoring myself by adding things to my amazon wishlist.