stephanie is: 
blargh…
hrmph. last night i was pleased to finish all my braids – 130 total this time… i keep ending up with more and more! the first time i did it i had only 80. i finished sometime after 1am. unfortunatly my insomnia was in rare form after that. i’ve been very busy all week and i get all worked up if i have to make decisions about plans. my mind just self-distructs. so that was probably why. by the time danny left at 7:30am i had had about 2 hours total sleep and was feeling it. my body felt tingly/buzzy and it felt like my heart was beating in my throat. i managed to get another couple hours of sleep but it was restless. i often hate that i am required to sleep every day.
so, even though i was looking forward to dancing tonight, i should just wait till another time. that way i can still go out to eat with danny and his co-worker. moose said he could take me on either the 22nd or thanksgiving… or perhaps i could manage a ride from someone to ed’s night? i don’t know when or where that is though… hm. so yea… i won’t be out tonight. should have been a much easier decision but i already waited all week to dance and i am an impatient fool. though, i am not picky – give me dancable music and a spot on the dance floor where i won’t be bumped and i am a happy girl.