stephanie is: bl0rt bl0rt…
today i worked! what fun! ahem. yea. for some reason danny and i couldn’t think of anything we wanted for dinner. finally i was tired of trying to decide and i made something whether we wanted it or not. we had an assortment of fries and onion rings to use up that last of them, and spicey burger thingers. after dinner i took a shower. i am now in my snugglie $12 robe (from the bulk grocery store, aw yeah).

i’ve been wondering how people go about making close/best friends. i think i must have unlearned how. maybe the eent-whore-net has eaten that part of my brain? i guess first you have to actually go where there are people and actually talk to them. i occationally do that but i seem to suck at the rest. do you exchange numbers and set up “play dates”? hee!

i think getting out and being silly with good friends would be swell. i am not depressed or anything, but damn my life can get repetative. if i didn’t have my man toy i would probably be one of those ladies with 20 bazillion cats…

useless facts about me:

  1. i like my little ponies. i had a lot of them when i was little. they were good things to spend allowance on, yes. i think they are up in the attic. come back ponies! here is a picture of my pony castle
  2. i also liked like barbies. how 80’s is this!? karistopped by for a few minutes today and notices some that were on my shelf. my barbies often end up naked since my favorite thing is to sew costumes for them. i just always get side-tracked before they are done. poor barbie. once my neighbor and i played silence of the lambs with some of them. we cut off their faces and scalps and mixed-n-matched them. fun stuff.
  3. i was a ghostbuster for halloween in 5th grade. i wore my mary lou retton red sweat suit (how cool was i?) with a ghost in the no-no sign i made with felt on my back. i made a shirt box into my hi tech backpack by gluing shit to it. my brother turned an old hair drying into my gun by making it make ray-gun noises when you turn it on. i rocked.
  4. once my dad came in my room to find me paint ing on one of the drawers of my white dresser. he was not pleased. but he got over it once he saw what i was doing. i have been hauling that dresser around whenever i move even though it is broken and many of the drawers fall out if you open them. it is in a closet right now storeing stuff (as dressers are apt to do). i need to rip the fronts off and save only them before we move next.
  5. for halloween 97ish i was an angel. i got some silver fabric and thread, fiber fill, and some heavy wire my dad pinched from constrution at his work and hand-sewed the wings in my dorm room. i didn’t have any white angely clothes so i wore black, but threw on a white feather boa. oh and my tights wear silver glitter. it looked like this. yes, i was a red head at the time.
  6. i took “ballet” for years… from age 12-18… but i managed to learn very little ballet. the classes were always only 2-4 girls since it was the oldest class. it was taught by a close family friend. i was good at getting her to let me dance around lip-syncing to disney songs. once show (when there was just me and a girl named layla in the class) i got to be sebatian and sing under the sea. i though that was much more badass than being arial who had to mostly sit there looking like a bitch. my favorite part was sliding on my knees across the dance floor at the end, only to realize she had left. in this picture i think we did a song from aladdin or something…
  7. i really miss having close girl friends like i had in high school. the kind where you have ten billion inside jokes, your own secret code for writing, you share clothes, hang out at the mall, laugh 90% of the time you are togther…
  8. if you want a good laugh, look at this. okay, you can stop laughing now. no, really!

it is midnight. i should go to bed so i can get up and work tomorrow. blah blah blah.

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