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stephanie is: here…

well… after i wrote danny said we should just charge our groceries. so i got up to take the dogs to pee so we could leave. my dad called just then. he is so wonderful. he told us to go get our groceries cause he had transferd some money to me. that is a huge relief because i’m still waiting to even findo out how big my pending paycheck is. he told me that everything was going to work out. i started crying… he thought he made me cry but it had been building up all afternoon. i’m still trying not to. it’s just the worry wort in me. i am surrounded by so many people that care though, and i am grateful for them all – both rl and online friends. i’m not sure why i’ve been more candid about all this lately, i think i need to get it out of me or i’ll break down.

anyway what i really need is to not think about it for a while. distraction is my friend. danny thawed some pasta sauce he made last moth and is making us a pasta dinner. i’ll be chatting after deener. yeah.