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stephanie is: ehn…

yesterday was a quiet day. i did lots of site work and gave the puppies baths. danny made yummy stir fry for dinner. we had a hot bath together before bed. when i was brushing my teeth i got a bad tummy cramp. i think that is what i get for eating a grilled cheese sammich and a buch of cheez-its in one day. bad stephanie! too much cheese.

the puppy woke me up early in the morning which is unusual. i took her out to pee and poop. she kept trying to poo for a long time and looked confused. 5 minutes after we were back upstairs she ran under the bed and barfed. gah. i comforted her for a while but she went back under and barfed a little more. i fed her a special biscuit and a pepcid ac from the supplies the vet had me get for china. she wouldn’t take the water or ice cubes i brought. i crawled under the bed and cleaned up the barf. she stayed under the bed and fell asleep but soon moved over to sleeping beside my side of the bed. it took me an hour or two to get to sleep.

i woke up at 11am crying. i had a long dream that my mother (who died when i was 5 from cancer) was sick and was going to be euthinized that day. i was behind her combing her hair. i think we were in the car going out to dinner. she was being upbeat but i couldn’t stop crying. that is when i awoke. i stayed in bed a little while longer, but just got up.