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stephanie is: good.

of course, halfway home all the water i drank today was ready to come out. ack i had to peeee soo bad, hehe.

so the mall was an adventure. i went to payless and bought the one pair of white dyable shoes they had in sorta my size. they were $40. didn’t they used to be like $25? i guess that was 6 years ago… they were having a sale where you get the second pair for half-off. we couldn’t find another decent pair of shoes to get.

next was victoria’s secret to buy white underwear for under my dress. yea… that was.. “special”. or something. i found a pretty pair that i hadn’t seen in other stores. it had a matching bra that was stuffed full of squishy padding. danny and i were amused by pokeing at it. i though it would be neat to have a matching bra and undies since i can never buy bras so i ask to try it on (a $50 bra definatly needs to be tried on before it is bought). the sales lady tells me that i get $5 off my purchase if i try on a special kind of bra. i told her i doubt it would fit, but whatever. she gave me an ever-so-lovely neon orange one and put me in a dressing room. yea, the bras didn’t fit. not even close. every time i gain 2 or 3 pounds my breasts shrink. it makes no sense to me at all but that is what happens. gain weight – loose breasts. so it was like putting a bra on a peice of cardboard. i was sad, and i put both bras back. the lady saw me approach the counter with just the thong and she and another lady asked how everything fit. i told them it didn’t. not even slightly close. they started discussing various A-cup bras with each other and i pointed out and am not even an AA. i felt like crying cause i am so lame i can’t wear a normal bra. then i was in shopping hell and the two ladies were running around the store coming back with all these bras saying “oh, i KNOW this one will work for you!” they finally stopped when i held it up OVER my padded bra i was wearing and it was still a cup size or two too big. they looked confused, but a moment later they brought out the rubber boobies. um, ACK! after a couple more minutes of me refusing the rubber boobies and saying that just the undeies were fine, they were reduced to saying “well, you’ll grow breasts. you are still young. you’ll at least get them when you have a baby.” bleh. bleh bleh. and bleh i say.

then we went to the sears to h&r block. i was early but i don’t think they cared cause they were closeing after me. a happy lady with dreadlocks did my taxes. one of my worries was that not enough taxes had been taken out of my paycheck. but actually, just about enough had been. my biggest worry was about my site money. we grossed about $4k from it last year. after paying the dsl, we had $1500. we gave almost all of that ($1300) to charity. i was worried they wouldn’t let me deduct the dsl expenses but they did. the thing i didn’t expect was they couldn’t deduct all the charity like i thought. something about i couldn’t itemize cause i was under the standard deduction. i am lame with these sort of things. so it turns out i have to pay $200 total in federal and state taxes because that charity money couldn’t be deducted. that is icky, but i was so worried i’d have to pay taxes on all $4k even though i didn’t get it. i paid h & r block for their extra protection plan so if i get audited for the dsl charges they will pay up tp $4k. which is more than enough. i doubt that would happen but it’s prolly like rental car insurance… if you don’t pay the couple dollars you end up wrecking the car, hehe. enough about taxes. daddy, you can transfer the money bback to yourself – i won’t need to go into my savings account. woo!

after that it was home home. my legs are still swelling but at least i am peeing. i had a hot bath and hot sex0rz with danny and now i am wrapped up snug in my favorite blankie. danny wants to go do grocery shopping now. it is 11pm, but i think i can stay awake long enough to do that. he says my tan looks good. the fake one i had done earlier faded away when i ran out of nuetragena and could fine anymore in “light”. so i went ahead and ordered the new type i wanted to try from drugstore.com. it starts to develop in 30 minutes so you can see the extra and wipe it off. after one treatment the color is much richer than a whole bottle of the spray-on kind. so will look swanly at the beach. a soft tan makes skin look smoother and healthier but there is no way i am going to damage mine with a real tan.

tomorrow evening we are picking up danny’s uncle eddie from the airport. he will be out first house guest.

that is enough for now i say. you may return to your regularly scheduled lives.