stephanie is: depressed depressed…

my eyes are hard to open because they are so swollen from crying all night. i am still crying a little. i tossed and turned for hours before crying myself to sleep. i had a nightmare that i woke up and touched dan’s back, and he was cold and hard cause he was dead. i’ve been awake since 6 and trying to get more sleep but i gave up. i can’t believe how swollen my eyes are.

we are taking the baby bunny to be cremated this morning. danny found a vet that does that. that is much much better that her rotting in the trash or something. i want to be cremated when i die too. after we drop her off i will either go in to work or work from home. i wrote to my art director, so whatever she thinks is best. i still keep breaking down into tears.i keep giving bunbun lots of hugs and love and telling her she’s not allowed to die too. i guess we need to go talk to the guy at the pet store since they garantee thier animal’s health for a while after you first get it. i am really beginning to think she had something wrong with her to begin with. she didn’t really eat the first coupl days she was here, and the vet and i chalked it up to her nervousness. then all of a sudden i saw that she had eaten her whole bowl of food, so it seemed like she was fine. she only had a bit of food in her bowl after that and when i found her dead that didn’t seem to have changed. she had a lump of barely digested food on her bottom. i think she had a stomach disease of some sort. it may also explain why she was extrodinarily docile. she would just lay there and let you do anything to her. the vet was raving about how well behaved she was, but it may just have been that she was weak.

i want to get a new bunny so i can continue the process of bonding bunbun into a pair so she will have a happier life (thank god the baby didn’t die after they were boded! she would have een so upset) – but i am scared that it will die. i know it was just a freak occurance but i am still really flustered by it all. i keep hugging my other babies.

i will let you all know what happens. that you all for the very kind words in my last post.

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  3. (((((hugs)))))

    Owww, sorry about whar happend Stephanie!
    This is so cruel… unfortunately sometimes we can not help but accept the way things go.

    I had two girly mice once, both black and white… the younger one died after only a year strangely. She just suddenly in a couple of hourse like got sick- she scratched all the hair from her head and would not eart anymore…and when i check on her she already layed there dead.
    :*(
    Her firend the other mouse was just able to survive a month after this- i think she died of sadness. šŸ™

    But mice are really cute adorable animals too… if you like them. I bought mine back then cause there was a customer who wnated to buy them as snake food and i just could not let him do it. So I bought them both to live with me.
    They were sooo cute both…:)
    I even could take them with me in my pocket for a short while.

    Hope you feel better soon, girl…
    Love,
    Moonsis

  4. I am so sorry to hear about your bunny…

    It might be too soon to even think about, but one thing you may want to consider, if it’s possible, is instead of getting a bunny from a petstore, to try to go to a breeder…at least this way, it’s not coming from a breeding farm and it may be healthier…and you’ll have an idea of how it lived before you got it…

  6. I’m so sorry to hear about your baby bunny. It’s always hard to lose a life that is close to you.

    *Sending warm fuzzies and hugs to you!*

    Kadi

    • bun was at the vet on monday and everything looked great. i am watching her closly though. i have the number to a nighttime vet that is really good with rabbits now, so i can take her in if anything seems out of place. she is going to get her hutch cleaned out as well when i am done working…

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